Tuesday, February 11, 2014

a week that felt like a year

Buenas Dias!

My missionary nick name/ phrase..." If you're sister lewis' companion watch your back, she might send you home." I miss sister Williams oh so much, but I'm so glad everything is getting worked out back home. On Monday we were talking to sister calderwod on the phone and president gets on and says, "pack up...I'm coming to get you two right now." So we were at presidents from Monday night to Wednesday evening. Then found out she would be leaving Thursday afternoon. Oh the emotions of this week, I'm going to look back one day and think...wow good thing I didn't realize then all that I was feeling! Haha it's been crazy. But on the plus side, we got to go to pf changs with president, his family and the APs. :) on the way home from presidents he told me that there were no trios In the mission right now to split up for me to have a companion so that I would be working to pools with
the English sisters in our area. Do you think you can work in both English and Spanish? ( but really just me in Spanish cause they don't speak or understand it) My first thought was, oh yeah we can totally do this no problem. Then reality kicked in and I felt all the stress come runnin back! We moved all my stuff over that night. And took sis w to the airport the next morning after breakfast with the district. Then a slap in the face from missionary work ( in a good way) I'm more than right back in it. Before it even started I was like okay Heavenly Father I'm handing it all over..i can't do this on my own. And that's how it's been...he's been there for me ever since. I'm looking forward to this trial because I know the savior is going to become my very best friend and I'm going to strengthen that relationship. I remember talking to bishop foutz in one of my last interviews and he told me something like (mom and dad you might remember this) I will be the missionary that has a hard mission whether it's companions or whatever but that it's because it is gods will that I will be that person to be strong in the situation. At the time I took it as fear and didn't think it would happen. Well after almost a year I am now realizing how right he was and is. And I'm grateful for it. It's making me astronger better person.

But I must say it's evidence I miss my Spanish people when we are
teaching a lesson in English and I say " ...Jesus died on the
cruz...and then the garden, wait I mean cross not cruz." We visited a
young primary boy in our ward to help him write a talk. We walked
upstairs and closed our eyes as he told us and led us into the dinning
room then opened our eyes and he had made us all a glass of lemonade.
It was adorable.


Yesterday was a day I'll never forget. It started with a potential investigator texting me telling me she wants to come to church and asked for the address. I may have got a little excited! And sure enough she came and loved it. Everyone thought she was a missionary haha it was so cute. Then we went to 6 hours of church! Sounds like misery but I loved it and I think will enjoy it for a few weeks. :) I need the extra spirituality! The Lord is taking care of us and helping us so much so that our plans work out working in two different pools.

Crazy experience last night, after our lesson with the less activefamily we are working with, we go to try and just stop by another
members house who didn't come to church. As we get in the building a
woman from Pakistan comes behind us and in her broken English asks us
if we want some tea because we look so cold. We finally realized she
wanted us to come right then and there. So this sweet woman took us to
her apartment, sat us down in her home, gave us sweet bread and rice,
curi food and soup and orange juice. Seriously we were like in shock
about what was going on. It was the weirdest but nicest thing ever!
Then sister freeze and I discussed under our breath what would happen
if we asked to pray with them...we asked them if we could say a prayer
with them and she said oh yes it's my prayer time! You can do it with
me, I'll give you a scarf. ( the ones they put on their head) We
kindly said, that's okay we will just watch. So then she got all
prepared by washing her face, hands and feet and swept the floor. We
sat on the other side of her and she proceeded to lay her rugs down
and started doing their prayer. It was really interesting! We invited
her to church next week and she said she might come. It was a cool
experience, such nice people! The children were adorable. Then we made
it to visit the members we were planning on seeing and ended up really
establishing a good relationship with the Hermana that I've been
wanting! She is so cute. And they shared a plate of fruit with us. I
love New York.

So these next few weeks will be hard but so worth it with so many
miracles! I'm thankful for the elders in my district who are helping
me a lot and most importantly The Lord is right by my side. I know he
is. I love you all!

just doing some laundry!

miracles galore!

Hola mi familia!

Well, the subject of this email pretty much explains this week. It's been a crazy, up and down, emotional, funny, memorable, tough week yet with lots of tender mercies and miracles. I'm grateful we have been able to see the miracles throughout days that seem so long and
frustrating. To start off the week I about ate it straight on my face twice within 45 minutes. The first time I tripped trying to run and catch a bus right in the middle of the cross walk, so embarrassing I was dying laughing, then we were crossing another street and my boot
heel slid on a pieces of ice...all four limbs were in the air as I
screamed and then sister Williams screamed and grabbed my arm and I
caught myself with my other. This is why we have companions! Oh my
gosh we were laughing so hard we had tears running down our faces. But
as for health, Sister Williams has not gotten much better and I feel
so bad, whenever we thought something was going to work out something
that ruined the good always came right after. We were in the ER from
5:30-11:30 Friday night and they didn't do anything whatsoever to
help. President called the elders and had them bring us food and
company cause we were so bored and starving. She hasn't been able to
get the tests that she needs and we are still trying to figure out
what's wrong. We had a MRI scheduled for today and we get a call
yesterday saying they won't be able to do it anymore because the
machine broke. What the?? I was like is this a joke? Oh my
heavens...poor thing. She is taking it all so well, it's amazing.
Please keep her in your prayers!

I went on exchanges with sister millet for about 12 hours before I
couldn't stand not being there with sister Williams ha so we brought
them back lunch and talked for a little bit. But to make this story
more exciting the night we left as we were leaving there was this guy
trying to park over this other guys cones. They were all in each
other's faces arguing and such. And we are just looking at each other
like what in the world is going on?? Then the guy gets in his car and
starts running over all the cones as the one guy is throwing them
under his car. Oh how I love New York. Then we shortly find out that
their house has no heat or hot water...so we gather some blankets and
head over to a senior couples house and have a little camp out in
their living room and STILL got to bed by just after 10:30. Then
because they take such good care of us here, they wake up and make us
eggs, ham, muffins, hot chocolate, the best breakfast I've had in a
long time. But I had a good time with sister millet, we have a lot in
common and she is so great!

As for missionary work, we were blessed to still get some done without
leaving much at all. On Saturday night our ward had a clothing
exchange and make over night. We had a lot of members come, less
actives who do hair and make up came and did others for free and some
non members came too! It was successful!! Then in sacrament there were
a ton of people who bore their testimonies that we went over 15
minutes! I was so happy to hear their testimonies grow. They are so
great. We taught the (G) last night with the bishop and it went
really well! They have a long way to go but with all the potential in
the world. They had a friend, (A) who was there and stayed and read
the Book of Mormon with us! Afterwards he said how he felt so good and
thought the book was amazing and that he wanted one. I told him we
could bring him one, as I was getting his information he asked about
church too. Pure in heart! We have an FHE tonight with the (G)
family and him at bishops house. MIRACLES ARE REAL.

I am so eternally grateful for all your love, support and faithfulness
to this gospel. It is truly bringing miracles into our family and
individual lives. That is one thing I have a very strong testimony of
is miracles, even though healing a blind person seems crazy and that
it couldn't happen today, we see miracles today that are just as
amazing. I know that very single one is from our loving Heavenly
Father and savior who love us more than we can comprehend.

5 For behold, the time cometh, and is not far distant, that with
power, the Lord Omnipotent who reigneth, who was, and is from all
eternity to all eternity, shall come down from heaven among the
children of men, and shall dwell in a tabernacle of clay, and shall go
forth amongst men, working mighty miracles, such as healing the sick,
raising the dead, causing the lame to walk, the blind to receive their
sight, and the deaf to hear, and curing all manner of diseases.

6 And he shall cast out devils, or the evil spirits which dwell in the
hearts of the children of men.

7 And lo, he shall suffer temptations, and pain of body, hunger,
thirst, and fatigue, even more than man can suffer, except it be unto
death; for behold, blood cometh from every pore, so great shall be his
anguish for the wickedness and the abominations of his people.

(Mosiah 3:5-7)

27 Wherefore, my beloved brethren, have miracles ceased because Christ
hath ascended into heaven, and hath sat down on the right hand of God,
to claim of the Father his rights of mercy which he hath upon the
children of men?

28 For he hath answered the ends of the law, and he claimeth all those
who have faith in him; and they who have faith in him will cleave unto
every good thing; wherefore he advocateth the cause of the children of
men; and he dwelleth eternally in the heavens.

29 And because he hath done this, my beloved brethren, have miracles
ceased? Behold I say unto you, Nay; neither have angels ceased to
minister unto the children of men.

(Moroni 7:27-29)

I love you all SO much. Miracles are happening, no matter how big or
small we just have to open our eyes and recognize them!



                                                          and yes, my first haircut ever!

january update!

well, this past month or so has been a roller coaster to say the least. i like to call it "miracles in the midst of trials". sorry for not updating well lately, its just been a little crazy down here in brooklyn! its been so crazy...so many ups and downs i can't even count them. so here are bits and pieces of the last few weeks...

1/20/14
Hi everyone! Hope you had a great week!! This week was good...really
slow but super good. We learned a lot, a lot about trials and that
there is always a reason for them. We were having the worst luck and
satan was ruining EVERYTHING. Seriously I wanted to punch him in the
face...that he doesn't have. All of our investigators just
stopped...losing things...appointments falling
through...sickness...personal stuff...BUT we didn't give up. We tried
to make the best of it and not dwell on the bad but try and conquer
the adversary! Well it worked...we saw so many tender mercies
throughout the week. One of them was that one night we were just like
why does everyone hate us?? Haha then (R)texted us like five minutes
later asking if we wanted to come spend
time with her, make a new dessert and do family history. We were like
oh my thank you so much!! I'm do grateful for our members, they are so
great. We have been trying to fearless people more to find the pure in
heart, we were waiting for a train and I saw this Spanish lady so I
went up to her and started talking to her...don't really remember what
I said but it was like we knew her for years! We talked about church
and English class and her family and everything! She told me that my
Spanish was really good and asked if I spoke English haha! Sweet woman
she was. I guess I just have my select moments of good Spanish. :) The
Lord is right by our side in this work, I KNOW it! And I LOVE it,
cause without him we couldn't do anything. Miracles DO happen no matter
how big or small.
this pretty girl did our hair for us!

1/27/14
Well this week was...good, interesting, sickly. On Tuesday it snowed ALL day. And we just happened to be walking ALL day. Then we discovered Sister Williams is super sick, please pray for her! So this week was spent mostly in our studio apartment. I swear i have a curse on all my companions...they have all gotten sick!! I feel so bad! But im grateful to be taking care of all of them. But i would say the "theme" of this week was amor, or love. I have been thinking a lot of how i can be a better missionary and live every single day to my very best. And well, the Lord answers prayers. In district meeting on Tuesday we were talking about what President had talked about in transfer meeting. Which was, love..loving our Heavenly Father, truly learning to love him. Its something i've always yearned for and that was my answer, learn to love God and everything else will fall into place and i won't have to worry. I also have a testimony of the Lord putting us where we need to be, who to be with and when. Then we had a zone meeting and again, talked about love. Loving each other and loving those around us. I have come to love so many people and so many missionaries just for who they are. Then we had a conference call with all the sisters in our zone and a couple others and they said they want to make this transfers theme The love of God. There is a talk by president uchtdorf called "the love of god". Go read it! Its amazing. Thats what i want to do, finish with love, and know how to love my heavenly father. One of my favorite quotes from the talk is..."though we are incomplete, God loves us completely. Though we are imperfect, He loves us perfectly. Though we may feel lost and without compass, God's love encompasses us completely." Never forget that GOD LOVES YOU. And its real.
love this woman.


some of the hermanas.